Hey, it's time to rip your calendar off and put a new scenery in your living room.
Long story short, happy new year everyone~
Sure we have a long to do list this year ^^
While you sort out your list and prepare new spirit for 2012...
please have a serene pic of two long lost brothers.
*not so innocent smile*
[ignore my rants below]
If the premiere has nothing to do with childhood memories or the exorcists, I will be forced to draw something impossible. "A certain girly boy dancing in frilly fru fru dress with sparkling eyes, makeups and all; being happy and gay". YOU HEAR ME? DON'T LET ME DOWN SEASON 4. I HAVE MY FAITH ON YOU.
First pic is off-model Barnaby from episode 8. Second is normal looking Barnaby for half season. The rest are... various interpretations of him? XD
I love fanarts from pixiv. Many of those are very random.
Happy holiday☆
Secara perlahan, hujan menghampiri tempat ku menunggu. Awalnya gerimis, namun gerimis berubah menjadi hujan kecil. Hujan kecil lalu berubah menjadi hujan deras. Hujan deras lalu menggubah simfoni yang mendatangkan rasa sepi. Butiran air jatuh di berbagai benda menimbulkan banyak suara. Namun tetap saja, simfoni itu hanya dimainkan oleh satu hal. Hal yang tidak membiarkan bunyi lain melengkapi, hal yang membungkap suara orang-orang dibalik tirai airnya. Tidak membiarkanku tentram, aku benci menunggu dalam hujan.
Bells, frogs, big cherries, Peter Pan, magic cheese... Sephiroth!
Hello everyone! The exam week is finally over. Yay~
Now I can take a deep breath once again.
Literally.
An exam week in rainy season's supposedly a living hell for me.
It's not the deadly subject *coughphysicscough*
it's just my nose reacting badly to cold weather and stressful condition.
Fortunately, MMD's piqued my interest to dance.
Doing set of movements turned out lighten such allergy reaction, who knows?
"T&B is just an anime that won't last a week in my memory."
That's what I said to my self when I watch it for the first time.
Now that I know there were so much thought given in the production...
...I can safely say that I get obsessed by the weird anime.
Yesterday I got Pocky out of nowhere...
I thought it was nice because I was really hungry.
Didn't think much about it until I surfed the web today, searching for reff pic.
So... yesterday is pocky/pepero day?
mind=blown
WAS THAT A CONFESSION?
Ahahahahhaha NO WAY.
Maybe just a coincidence.
MAYBE.
Heh. My mood is officially ruined today.
I found out that taking remedial test is useless...
for me at least. Everyone got higher score than me.
Maybe I didn't study enough.
Maybe I had a terrible luck.
OR maybe I am just plain stupid.
Hurray.
Bad conclusion that would lead me to living hell.
No, I don't want to be someone useless in the future.
Thank you very much, I will study harder to secure my dream.
Today...
after class' over, I went to curriculum room.
I didn't go to school weeks ago,
so I have to take my second physics test alone.
In my way to meet Mr. Asep, I met Andya briefly.
She looked rather cheerful... and suddenly she praised me.
"...you got 85 for physics~ isn't that great?" Fate, are you mocking me?
"No way... I kept failing at every test"
"Really? I don't know then" I'm grateful for your kindness, Sis.
"bye~ see you later!" see ya
When Mr. Asep gave me the paper,
I instantly recognized the type of the problems...
It was surprisingly easy, but unfortunately...
'A ship is floating in open seas.'
it's not the test I supposed to take.
"Sir, you gave me the wrong paper."
"Oh? Which test do you have to take?"
"The one about sound and light waves."
After a while, he gave me a new printed paper.
Hissss
"Put your paper on my table, okay?
If the door's locked, put it in the teacher's room"
"Are you going to somewhere, Sir?"
Then he smiled to me, nodding slightly.
"Got it," I returned the smile. So he believes in me? Fine. You can count on me, I will not cheat, Sir.
'four hundred times root of one point o two?'
pffft no memory, no calculator. Just a little peek?
Suddenly knocking sound's heard.
...Okay. Maybe I'll remember the friggin number.
After answering a few questions, I realized the knocking sound didn't go away.
So it wasn't my imagination after all.
...It was kind of distracting so I raised my head to shut whoever it was.
But no one was there. No one went inside the room after--
WAIT A MINUTE.
I was ready to leave the room but I have few problems unsolved.
"Stop knocking the door please, My grade's already messed up and if I fail this one I'm sure I will bawl my eyes out!" (not translated literally but close)
...
then the sound stopped.
...
I don't know whether I was supposed to feel relieved or freaked out.
Maybe I should ask whatever it was to solve the problem instead.
dear blog of mine that would not complain,
i feel like not being myself lately...
hate to admit it but i'm tired of listening to people.
no, i have nothing against them but it takes me efforts to keep listening.
if they demand satisfying respond, why don't they talk to other people?
i am not good at socializing, they should have known better.
at this point i would choose "do not care" at every little chit-chat.
but it will bother me a lot if i try to neglect my friends.
-unrelated-
welp, i found this when surfing through tumblr. those 4 people ^^
...when i magically learn japanese, please remind me to watch delicious gakuin eps 7 to end.
Ah... after 25 hours of sitting, I finally arrived at my beloved home~
kirakirakirakira~ ♪
I've just had a fun homecoming!
Solo was beautiful, surprisingly cool during the day ^^
Hey, it's not supposed to be that way!
Maybe it's just my bizarre endurance toward heat...
or Bandung is getting warmer?
Wa~y warmer than the last time I went to Solo...
When was that? 6 years ago?
...The memory has been corrupted ._.
From radio recordings to family gathering,
I want to post a lot of things in this lovely journal personal blog~
Is it possible to post everything before coming back to school?
Yes, but that means 2 ridiculously-long posts a day...
White flag! White flag!
There is no way I can put off everything for now and then.
Panda will kill me for the second time...
No worries, but my school life will be messed up.
And then I will have no friend.
And then I will have no future.
And then I will live in a card box at street,
Believe in no one, singing to the rain...
Hyuuu~
What did I write up there? XD
A life of a miserable hobo...
For now, I just want to write something simple...
Bear with this post's format, readers!
It's more interesting this way~ ohohoho
You know...
5 days without internet connection is really something.
("sesuatu banget~Alhamdulillah yah?" lol)
Well... to keep it short, I can safely say that...
the internet absence made my eyes significantly clearer~ yay~
Isn't that good?
Yep. Downright good, but insufferable!
Uwaaaaah!!!
...I felt weird. I just did!
There were things keep repeating in my mind!
Songs. Quotes. Sound Effects. Ideas.
PONPONPON repeated in hours!
Were you going to make me crazy, fate?!
It's so absurd, it's not even funny.
Also, getting lot of ideas but there's nowhere to write or draw.
I thought my mind would explode or something!
...Oh, I forgot to mention something. KR Fourze's premiere is today~
Well... maybe it's not important for many of you, but there. UCHUU KIITAAAA~!
Checked my dashboard and I saw the blame Decade meme everywhere.
WHOSE FAULT WAS THAT? *glare at someone*
W, OOO, and Fourze in the same universe, blame Decade.
Scattering expensive CG, blame Decade.
Stereotypical school drama, blame Decade.
Weird cone head and hair style, blame Decade.
CUTE ikemen casts, blame Decade.
(I love this gif: "Oh, aisu~ THE HECK?!")
This post contains my rambling about watching OOO. I just have the urge to write something after I saw episode 46. 2 more episodes and it'll be done... Sometimes I wonder whether this franchise is really a kid show.
(There's no blatant spoiler.)
Tell me again, why did I start writing this?
Cerita mimpi bagian ke 2~
Udah agak lupa detailnya, jadi mohon maklum kalo banyak adlib (terutama di bagian percakapan ^^;). Inti ceritanya masih sama persis... mungkin bagi banyak orang cerita ini gak rame, tapi bagi aku mimpi ini terlalu indah untuk dilupakan (halah).Ya, isinya penuh dengan cameo dan mengacu pada hal-hal ngaco.
Lanjutan dari sini.
"Ayo kita teliti pengaruh pupuk tanaman terhadap mamalia."
...
Hening.
Lawan bicara si flower boy pasti sedang ngebayangin situasi-situasi terburuk yang bisa terjadi... perkataan Kei memang sering bersifat ambigu. Siapa tahu ajakannya kali ini adalah kontrak menjual diri kepada makhluk supranatural secara terselubung.
Untuk melanjutkan percakapan, aku langsung mengembalikan hamster-hamster Mayo ke kandangnya masing-masing.
"Kei, kalau kamu mau makan pupuk kandang, gak usah bawa-bawa yang lain juga deh..."
"Yeh... siapa juga yang nyebut-nyebut pupuk kandang?"
Mayo mengerutkan keningnya: satu kemungkinan dicoret dari daftar.
"Jadi maksudnya gimana?"
"Inget percobaan si Elin minggu kemaren gak?"
"Percobaan bikin pupuk yang mirip mercon itu? Gimana gak inget, kayaknya dia ngomongin itu minimal sekali dalam satu jam."
"Yup. Kayaknya kita bakal nguji hipotesis dia. Dia bilang pupuknya gak berbahaya bagi animalia kan?"
"Itu kan baru hipotesis, kalo ternyata salah gimana?"
"Kan kita pake hamster percobaan..."
...
"IH... Jangan pake hamster aku!", respon Mayo telat (banget).
"Lah terus kamu bawa-bawa hamster ke sini buat apa?", tanyaku tanpa perasaan.
"Biar gak dimakan kucing tetangga sebelah..."
Hadeuh... Mayo menunjukan wajah unyu-nya. Tanpa buang waktu, Kei melakukan manuver 3.1
"Mayo-chan~ kamu tahu siapa Elin kan?"
"Iya."
"Siswa teladan, peraih nilai terbaik, juara olimpiade kimia?"
"Iya, terus?"
"Juri internasional udah mengakui kemampuannya, masa kamu gak percaya sama hipotesis dia?"
"Hemm..."
"Percayalah padanya, Mayo. Percayalah pada kami... percayalah pada ku."
"..."
Tuhan... kenapa banyak glitter dalam adegan ini?
"Ok, kita bisa dapet pupuknya darimana?"
...Anak ini akhirnya termakan kegantengan Kei yang menyesatkan.
(bersambung lagi, will be updated in few hours)
kenapa nulis percakapan itu susah pisan? Mikirnya lama banget tapi jadinya sedikit ;_;
Before I start the report, I wanted to post this no matter what.
Uguuu :3
Hours ago I watched a live streaming video from Amu-stream.
It was Watanabe Shu's edition... Awesome.
For those who don't know who he is, I'll give you a hint:
Hino Eiji of Kamen Rider OOO.
Clear enough right?
Do not open if you're not interested.
Expect spam pictures and text by countdown 3... 2... 1...
Gila... hari ini aku mimpi random banget! Gak terlalu aneh kayak mimpi pada umumnya sih... tapi, mimpi tentang sekolah fiktif tiba-tiba kan agak aneh juga. Kangen hari-hari masuk sekolah kali ya? Langsung aja deh aku cerita...
Jadi begini... dalam mimpi itu, aku adalah seorang murid SMA sekolah internasional dengan seragamnya yang lucu. Cring~ seragamnya jenis-jenis loli sopan... skema warna hitam, putih dan merah. Untungnya di cerita ini aku adalah seorang tomboy yang gak pernah mau pakai rok, jadinya sehari-hari make seragam cowok deh. *gak penting*XD
Hari itu adalah hari Sabtu, awal hari libur setelah 5 hari megap-megap ngeliatin guru mengajar. Orang waras pada umumnya menikmati pagi hari mereka dengan bersantai di rumah. Sayangnya aku gak termasuk orang yang waras, kawan-kawan. Aku pergi ke sekolah pagi buta cuma untuk ngerjain tugas kelompok biologi... fyi, my friends and I are proscrastinators. Tugasnya udah dikasihin lama tapi baru dikerjain beberapa jam sebelum deadline.
Yang namanya tugas kelompok, pasti gak dikerjain sendiri dong... ya, aku ngerjain bareng 2 makhluk bernama Kei dan Mayo. Karena aku males ngetik cerita secara beradab, lebih baik karaker-karakternya dideskripsikan di sini...
Mayo adalah cewek cute yang paling waras di antara kami bertiga. Kalau boleh ambil contoh, sifatnya mirip salah satu temanku di IPA 1. Logis, gak suka buang waktu, bermoral, suka ngerandom dan peduli dengan teman-temannya (siapakah itu?) Yang berbeda adalah... meskipun ia bersifat logis, ia juga bersifat luar biasa polos. Jangan tanya "Kok bisa?" karena aku juga bingung. Satu lagi tentang Mayo: aku gak tahu nama dia yang sebenernya. Dikasih nickname begitu karena dia suka makan pake mayones *plakk*
Kei? ...Singkat cerita dia mirip Yuki Yamada dengan kepribadian seperti kecengan saya. Hmm... ya enggaklah. Dia ini sepertinya punya kepribadian ganda. Hari-hari biasa lagaknya mirip idol sekolah: tenang, mempesona, kaya dan terpelajar. Tapi kalau udah iseng... innalillahi, satu sekolah bisa diliburin... tipe trickster yang sakit jiwa stadium 4. Saya sendiri, partner in crime nya Kei, bukan berperan sebagai orang membosankan yang nyeritain ini mimpi. Tiba-tiba aku jadi temen lama yang terakhir kali ketemu waktu SMP: Sheilla Fadhilah.
Kembali ke cerita...
Pagi hari di akhir minggu, cuma segelintir anak OSIS kerajinan yang berkeliaran di sekolah. Sekolah jadi keliatan serem karena luas tapi gak ada aktivitas sama sekali... kayak kuburan pahlawan deh. Untungnya setelah melewati semak-semak tak terdefinisi milik ekskul agrobisnis, aku langsung ketemu Mayo di depan lab Biologi. Sepertinya dia udah siap dengan segala percobaan chaotic yang akan segera berlangsung. Dia sengaja bawa hamster-hamster peliharaannya dalam kandang terpisah. (udah bosen melihara?)
Kei dateng dengan tampang sok imut satu jam kemudian. Sementara itu, Mayo udah bosen nungguin dan ingin segera melesat ke kamar mandi*?*. Karena kepengen Kei merasa bersalah, aku menyibukan diri dengan hamster-hamsternya Mayo. 2 orang yang tersisa kini duduk berhadap-hadapan di bawah pohon. K-I-S-S-I-N-G~ Terdiam dan saling berpandangan.
... "Jadi kita mau ngapain nih?", Mayo memulai percakapan, suaranya menyiratkan kekesalan.
"Memangnya kita disuruh ngapain?"
"Bikin laporan penelitian, temanya bebas."
"Oh... Sel, ada ide gak?"
Masih ngejagain hamster jalan-jalan di alam terbuka, aku cuma bisa angkat bahu.
"Aku punya ide... tapi agak aneh nih."
"..."
Mayo terdiam, sepertinya bel tanda bahayanya udah mulai bunyi nih.
"Ayo kita teliti pengaruh pupuk tanaman terhadap mamalia."
>okay, there's no point for me to watch this...
but i'm curious about battling shadow kanji
...and why suddenly everyone play catherine? *_*
[/irrelevant]
>livejournal's down, tumblr too.
when i found out tumblr actually wasn't, i rose my eyebrow.
oh... all of them changed their urls at the same time.
its character names and their conversation became funny.
i cannot unsee those characters said that.
a person put something up, and then one of her besties was like
"haaa where have you been? i miss u"
...people said i don't like slash pairing. but... OTL
>i.cannot.find.the.game.videos. please someone tell me.
>harry potter hit indonesia, finally...
i won't see it early though. have fun you all, without me ;_;
This month is pretty cool... love-love-love combo story, spam posts from people I follow (full of fangirling materials? YES, it's perfectly ok XD), interesting events, oh so many releases and... many things that made me high of excitement.
But yeah, I would like to share you things I found out today. Not much because I'm not home at the daylight.
The world... is mad.
Wow, modern city... looks promising *_*
Also... hey, do you know that visual boy advance, the gameboy emulator, is more awesome than before? If you play pokemon, you can do the trade system now. Get the newest version, people~ my bro got an alakazam by trading with himself. *cue: forever alone meme*
And pixiv was really responsive, it made this computer I use went to the lag mode. So... bye, go sleep for my own (and this computer's) good~
The time seems running out faster lately. Yeah, 2nd week of school and it's already busy. Apparently, most of people in my class are restless and learn so fast. I wonder how could they do so many things in 24 hours a day... is it a conspiracy!?
A mini post...
Today's the first time I learned drawing at Villa Merah. It was fun! I met many new people and got comfortable with the new class. I met Adinda, Ghia, Gitta, Febe, Achi, ...and I forgot the rest. Hehe, they are all interesting but I don't think I have the ability to memorize all of them at once. They're like... 30 different individuals, oh well. So~ at this merry moment we were given a task to draw whatever we want at a piece of paper. Rule one: no erasing, rule two: don't smudge, rule three: finish it within 100 minutes, and rule four: it's A2 size paper. ...I don't think anyone at class would say drawing is easy at this early point. ^^;
And then we got a homework~ it's drawing the same thing all over again but no time limit's given... that's mean we have to finish our picture no matter what.
Weird... I was asdfghjkly extroverted today
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#Mood: excited
#Things to do: clean my room, study, copy notes, buy books, draw on that ridiculous paper that successfully covered my desk.
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ohmygodohmygodohmygod
...
OH MY GOD
The demonstration is finally over...
You have no idea how relieved I was when someone said "The time is up!".
I spoke in public several times, but today's activity scared me out for unknown reason.
Usually when people were forced to listen in a long time, they would completely ignore it at certain points, right? So at first I thought no one listen to me thus I spoke freely the way I speak to my friends. Yeah, introduction to history was successfully told... but that doesn't mean I told it perfectly like a normal person would. I said some awkward "Umm..", "Who are you again?" and "Uh yeah, what she said". Okay, you may think those can be tolerated, but I accidentally said my terrifically lame catchphrase as well. GYAH.
"I hope you can keep it as a souvenir and if possible... put it in a frame."
Holy cow... when I said the sentence, I suddenly felt self conscious. It's just like someone told me "Hellooo, you overused the phrase in front of your friends... Eh scratch that, you're telling it to hundreds people you don't know, congratulation." So there went the additional "ehehe" following the sentence. If you watched the scene in anime mode, you may saw a large sweat drop on my head. =_=
Long story short, my mind went blank gradually after that. Thanks God, the time was up before my mind completely blank...
...I forgot thanking Reza and Adit for helping our extracurricular. Oops, tomorrow is Sunday. I'll tell them on Mon.
Oh yeah, we are officially declaring Mangkok is an active, independent extracurricular. I don't care what my teacher's reaction is but if he has something to say, maybe protests... bring it to Mr. Utomo, please.
Behind this post is spam of... things, because I feel weird today.
my bro: nurururu~ you're up?
me: yep yep.
my bro: may I come in?
me: do~n't.
my bro: (go into my room anyway) watcha doing?
me: ... :/ tryingtodotheimpossible
my bro: huh?
me: nothing.
you know what i like about internet?
everything is connected...
if you catch the tail of a community,
you will not miss the main info stream...
*evil laugh*
now... how could i destroy it--
the freakin language barrier?
im still annoyed no one reupload those shows
waiting for subs is downright useless right?
This is a raw sketch of Andita's character, Rambo. I'm quite proud of it.
Hello~ a beautiful day isn't it?
Today morning I tried to use keyhole TV, a program that allow you to see japanese broadcasts... live! Ignoring how bad the connection is, I think it's quite nifty. You can watch TV or listen to radio without any charge.
I don't understand Japanese, but my curiousity won. When I saw lot of channels to watch, I can't hold my self to jump through it, ahahaha. You know what's funny? The first time I tested this TV was 4.30, but because there's a problem with the computer, I stopped and tried to maintain it until 6. When I returned to the TV... tadaaah~ It's the latest episode of kamen rider ozu.
....
I was surprised. I was really surprised. In similiar situation, most people would think "What a coincidence!" But it wasn't like that in my case. It was "EH? Today IS Sunday?" and then I ran to see a callendar. I am sho~ stoopiiid, losing track of what day it is. It's finally 26th, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Nothing much to write, but I'd like to write anyway...
Don't mind the cat me.
From religion to history... the only safe subjects are biology and japanese. OKAY. I got my lesson, don't underestimate normal school days =_=
I pulled all-nighters in a row and now my head is killing me. Haha... the torturing week is finally over but another is coming. I hope everything will pass like nothing happened.
Last week I finished watching Yankee-kun to Megane-chan. Of course, it was examination week so I only watch single episode a day (coincidentally, I watched the last episode in last day of the tests). Hehe.. I won't write a long review about this. All I can say is... I think the characters are amusing and nicely written. Although the story is predictable, I went " D: " several times... which is nice. Remind me of My Boss My Hero, but it gave away different kind of feeling. Ah... I'm bad at describing things, but I recommend this drama especially if your parent force you to take a particular seat of learning after high school. XD
Still talking about yanmega... I think I watch it in wrong moment. In my case, this drama is a breather from Bloody Monday (YES I put it for weeks and just finished today). Honestly, the second season of Bloody Monday was kinda boring me off. It is way~ too serious, so I took a random comedy drama at episode 6. Yanmega was chosen... and the main character is Narimiya Hiroki. He is... Kanzaki Jun in Bloody Monday. When I continued the suspense drama, I can't unsee his monkey smile. Everytime J smile, I see Shinagawa Daichi there. Up from episode 6, I can't take him seriously. AHAHAHA.
Eh... random questions:
How do you translate 『誰が何と言おうと。』, "dare ga nanto iouto"?
Is City Hunter good?
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#Mood: sleepy
#Things to do: drawing req, study
#Listening to: hilchryme - loose leaf
#Watching: kimi ni todoke, nagareboshi, kurosagi (LATE, I know.) ........................................................................................................................
Hi there~!
I haven't recovered from the smiling syndrome. Haha... no one tell me to stop smiling, but it makes me feel weirder and weirder. So now I'm keeping my face straight to keep my sanity in check. But still, my mind is so~ messed up, now I get excited over... pretty much every single thing. Scratch that, I meant everything but study for upcoming examination week. Why did this phenomenon happened just before the exam?
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Yesterday was fun. there was this fitting hour for nhk's blazer and people gathered to wait for their turn.While waiting, we talked various things for a while, from advertisements to psp poster. Hehe... The conversations were so-so, but I felt warm inside for God knows why...
Oh yeah, I noticed this...
There are many ways to make people feel appreciated. But for numerous people... small pointing-out comment with right words is better than direct compliments.
Ice cream anyone? =)
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Hey... after episodes of KR Ozu, I got curious in people who play the characters so I give a little search about them. They are all... interesting (Shu's adorkable! I don't mind being his fangirl*?*) and today I found a somehow-disturbing pic. ........................................................................................................................
#Mood: highly amused
#Things to do: study, drawing req
#Listening to: arashi - mada minu sekai e (radio rip)
#Watching: yankee-kun to megane-chan ........................................................................................................................
Isi post ini adalah dilemma, tak usah lah kau hiraukan anak ni...
AAAAAAAUUUGHHH KESEEEL PISAAAAN
Ahem. Pembaca, saya lagi kesel sama diri saya sendiri. Sebenernya penyebabnya gak penting juga... dan saya tidak mau menjelaskan *lah ngapain nulis dong?* Begini, kalau anda kenal saya, pasti taulah kalau saya orangnya moody. Itu memang sudah biasa TAPI KALI INI KETERLALUAN.
Sejak beberapa minggu yang lalu saya bersikap apatis. Pasti orang-orang di sekitar saya juga nyadar: kalau dicurhatin cuma angguk-angguk, ngasih pendapat seadanya, matter-of-factly, berlidah tajam, selalu ngeliat jendela, dan lain-lain gak usah disebutin (maaf ya kawan-kawan ;_;). Alibinya sih stress-karena-tugas tapi sebenarnya bukan juga. Saya hanya... bosan.
Bosan... itu saja.
Oh riiliiii? Orang bosen biasanya lebih banyak meratiin lingkungannya kaleee *tengok 'tetangga'-yang-suka-meratiin-semut*. Jadi saya ini kenapa? Apa mungkin saya gagal cari motivasi untuk melakukan apapun? *jambak rambut* Ternyata kesel juga kalau antusiasme ilang tapi gak tau kenapa.
Eh hari jumat kemaren aku pulang bareng salma lagi setelah sekian lama~ setelah tragedi psikis yang terjadi pada teman sebangku, aku dapet kesan kalau salma agak segan ngobrol sama aku. Definitely not her fault, aku masih terkesan marah gara-gara kena komentar pedes yang lalu. Ei... sebenernya aku gak marah noh, waktu dikomentarin aja aku gak nyadar kalau isinya memojokan. Aku cuma masih dalam mood seperti yang diceritakan di paragraf atas. Jadi di perjalanan, salma nyoba beberapa kali buka obrolan tapi aku malah jadi oneliner. Ohoho, bodoh betul... suasananya jadi gak enak sis. Setelah lewat rumkit Hasan Sadikin, pembicaraan bener-bener terhenti. Siii~ing. sungguh sunyi untuk angkot yang sesak penumpang.
Karena gak tahan sama suasana yang penuh kegalauan, akhirnya aku nyoba ngajak salma beli es krim... dimulai dengan senyuman manis anak panda. TADA~!
...it worked miraculously. Wow aku gak nyangka suasana bisa mencair secepet itu. Scene terakhir tanda cerita tamat: kami makan eskrim sambil berjalan menuju matahari mengobrol seperti sedia kala.
Tarik kesimpulan... I wonder whether myself was the reason for people to lose their enthusiasm. Maybe things around me appeared to be dull because I thought it was boring. And then I'm tired of the world because I thought it was 'no fun'? Make sense. People said it's more "believing is seeing" than "seeing is believing".
Yaaay jadi solusi masalah saya adalah mengubah perspektif~
Jadi post ini berakhir bahagia?
BELUUUM! Malah tambah runyam karena sekarang saya pengen melakukan banyak hal! Minggu kesempatan belajar buat Ujian Kenaikan Kelas *istilahnya ganti ya?* malah teralihkan sama yang lain-lain.
Contoh, hari ini :
Pertamanya liat selembaran monbukagakusho -> jadi semangat nyari beasiswa = buka komputer -> malah jadi buka forum, tumblr -> niat ngestalk orang -> apes, blognya basa jepang -> niat belajar basa jepang semakin menggebu -> belajar basa jepang dikit, tapi butuh contoh kalimat -> entah kenapa jadi nonton kamen rider -> jadi pengen ngegambar -> ngegambar bentar -> ngeliat jam. WIDIW udah malem -> menyesal, malah buka blogger -> menulis di sini, membuang waktu.
Ya sudahlah... komputer itu berbahaya. Besok gak bakal buka, makanya hari ini puas-puasin. Sadar hoi fisikamu amburadul! ........................................................................................................................ # Mood: EXCITED
# Things to do: study
# Playing: school books XD # Watching: *point* (pic: taken from the red bird's blog)
Yah beberapa hari lalu aku dapet firasat aneh... kalau diungkapkan sih begini: "Sometimes you don’t realize how important something is…until it's gone. Maybe you should enjoy your situation while you can, good luck for you". Creepy... sampai sekarang masih kerasa was-was sesuatu bakal terjadi.
dan tiba-tiba aja aku kepikiran kalimat-kalimat ini:
"Ah aku ingin cepet lulus SMA"
"Nanti saja... besok masih libur kan?"
"Bukannya itu tugas minggu depan?"
"Ih kenapa sih harus ada *insert acara*!?"
"Ahahaha... maaf aku harus nganterin-papih-mancing-di-balong."
"Orang disekitarku... nyebelin."
"Aku benci dia karena..."
"Salah, aku hapus aja deh"
"Tch... terserah kamu, peduli amat"
"Mau dateng? Aku enggak ah, males."
Korelasinya dikit? Mungkin ya, mungkin enggak *angkat bahu*
Btw... aku bersyukur aku agak childish, bisa terhibur dengan hal-hal yang simpel. Ahahaha
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# Mood: disturbed
# Listening to: cho climax jump :)
# Playing: ...I'll play summon night or something next week
# Watching : toku and dramas (waaai?)
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sebel ih. gak produktif dan gak bisa dipaksa produktif... pengen gambar tapi males. pengen nulis tapi males. pengen ngedit2 tapi males. pengen ngerjain pr tapi males. pengen jalan2 tapi males. pengen makan tapi males*?*
Zaman dahulu kala ada seekor alligator berwarna pink. Ia dilahirkan di sebuah hutan hijau yang tenang. Karena warnanya yang mencolok, ia tidak dapat berburu. Dia pun kelaparan sepanjang waktu. hewan yang lain merasa benci dan muak akan warnanya, ...seakan-akan alligator itu dikutuk.
Alligator pink memutuskan untuk mengasingkan diri. Namun, dia mendapatkan teman juga pada akhirnya. Temannya adalah seekor burung, burung yang tidak dapat terbang. Alligator mengizinkan temannya untuk berdiri di punggung alligator dan berlatih terbang. Ia sangat senang, sang burung adalah teman pertamanya. Mereka mulai mengunjungi sungai setiap hari. Sang burung senang bernyanyi, sementara alligator pink mendengarkannya. Mereka menikmati masa-masa indah yang mereka lewati bersama.
Namun, kebahagiaan biasanya tidak berlangsung lama. Aligator pink tidak dapat menangkap mangsa dengan mudah. Pink adalah warna yang aneh, mangsanya dapat menyadari kehadiran alligator pink dari jauh. Alligator terpaksa memakan bangkai yang jatuh ke dalam air. Ada kalanya ia tidak dapat menemukan makanan. Dia menjadi sangat lapar sampai merasa pusing setiap saat... dan tanpa sengaja memakan sang burung di suatu hari, saat sang burung sedang tidur di dalam mulutnya. Alligator langsung menyadari kesalahannya. Dengan cepat ia meminum air rawa untuk memuntahkan temannya. Sayangnya sang burung tidak dapat diselamatkan. Setelah kejadian itu, alligator merasa sangat sedih sampai tidak punya nafsu makan lagi.
Alligator pink menangis terus-menerus karena kesedihannya yang mendalam. Dia menangis sampai tenggelam dalam air matanya sendiri. Air matanya berubah menjadi sebuah danau yang indah. Bunga-bunga dan pepohonan rimbun tumbuh di sekitar danau tersebut. Tidak lama kemudian binatang lain menemukan tempat yang indah itu dan beristirahat di sana. Tidak ada satupun dari mereka yang tahu siapa yang menciptakan tempat itu. Mereka bahkan tidak menyadari, alligator pink menghilang untuk selamanya.
Tamat.
Cerita ini ditulis oleh orang yang rada-rada emmm... bukan sayah.
Saya hanya menerjemahkan saja... *pantesan bahasanya ancur*
Kalau Salma pernah mikirin masalah autisme, akhir-akhir ini aku malah mikirin tentang kepribadian ganda...
...tapi boong, walau sedikit benar. Pusing gak aku nulis apa? Aku sih pusing *messing around with (sadly) the first post of the year*
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# Mood: unreadable
# Listening to: my bro singing "bibirmu dower"
# Playing: 'let's smack our head till red'
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