Seserius itu?

Barusan saya berhasil curhat ke dosen wali mengenai kegalauan studio kemarin... intinya sih saya jadi gak pede desain gara-gara clash terus masalah estetika sama dosen pembimbing. Feelingnya jadi kacau, gak bisa ambil kesimpulan mana yang bagus, mana yang jelek.
Ehhh, ternyata ibu yang dicurhatin juga punya pengalaman yang mirip-mirip.
Tadi beliau komentar sambil mengingat tragedi yang dialami oleh diri sendiri ._.
Kesimpulannya gimana?
Beliau menyarankan saya ambil sks wajib saja (15 sks) untuk semeseter depan.
Beri waktu untuk menghargai diri sendiri, katanya...
Jangan pikirin arsi sampai tanggal masuk kuliah, katanya...
BUSET DAH.
Orang lain mah ambis belajar software Bu, liburan ini...

Perasaan ini Campur Aduk

"Kak Nurul, dulu waktu SMA jadi ketua ekskul apa sih?"
"Hah?"
*lirik Eja di ruang sebelah* "Jadi ketua ekskul apa?"
"...Mangkok, ekskul seni rupa gitu."
"Loh, terus kenapa ga masuk FSRD aja?"
"...Emmm"
"Kak Nurul dulu mau masuk SR, Ki... tapi pilihan satunya FTI, pilihan duanya SAPPK."
"Alhamdulillah, Kakak ga masuk FTI."
"Iya, Alhamdulillah Kak."
"Kok 'Alhamdulillah'? kenapa gitu dengan FTI, saya gak pantes yah?"
"Kalau masuk FTI kan gak bisa masuk arsi..."
"Bener Kak, lebih bagus masuk SAPPK. Jadinya bisa belajar di arsi..."

gak bisa milih antara senang dan galau......... dua-duanya, kali ya?

Terima Kasih

Sungguh, aku ingin menangis. Ketika diri ini terjerembab, jatuh, hampir putus asa, aku teringat teman-temanku. Mungkin apa yang mereka lakukan mereka anggap biasa saja. Tapi percayalah... seuntai kalimat, senyuman kecil, tepukan di punggung, sapaan hangat, pelukan rindu... hal-hal seperti itu membuat diriku tersadar bahwa aku termasuk orang yang beruntung.

Aku masih punya kalian.

Kalaupun tak bisa bangkit untuk diri sendiri, aku ingin menjadi orang yang lebih baik untuk kalian.
Terima kasih banyak... sampai jumpa esok hari ya, kawan.

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Alhamdulillah... dengan ini, saya akan berusaha:
-mencegah penyesalan di kemudian hari;
-memantaskan diri agar Allah dapat memberikan hal-hal baik :)

Flutter of Wings

Since this college stuff started, my mind is cannot be at rest, in peace. Every event has reason, race with time, and then linked to other beast that need to be taken down. Well it's just me... sometime I feel like this one character who is under leveled in tactical game's army. I met many kind of people: leaders, opportunists, silent thinkers, comedians, philosophers, artists, and so on and so on. They're good at what they do and they cover their weakness very well (doubt they have gaping hole or something). Here? I'm just a civilian compared to holy paladins. Trying to have meaningful presence but nooooo I'm surrounded with geniuses.

Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, small minds discuss people.

I'm still stuck at category two. But hey, the joy of being underleveled is that you make progress faster than anyone else ...Heh before anyone ask what's gotten into me: I'm just delighted this stage play could be delivered just fine. For once, I did something right in what I had been given charge of -22-02-2013-

Over and out :)

Back to Square One

You see, I still have a soft spot for animated, kiddies-stuff... Thought I got rid of it 2 years ago, but noooo... it all came back to me and slapped my face harder than you think. Guess it is what make myself me, huh? Cannot be disposed nor replaced by random trend of the year.

*snicker* Dreamworks' Jack Frost reminded me of Danny Phantom so much 

(and thus the paragraph above is written ala Fenton's retelling).

 

Never seen him before? Well, he is from a movie that hasn't come out yet, Rise of the Guardians. The first screen is on November 21st, but actually, he has been around since 2009... kicking as witty character in comic strips and design notes. Wonder if he turned out emo on screen... his misery will be fun to watch, people! *thrown out of chair*

Jump to other topic~

I started watching Green Lantern yesterday... 

It makes me curious about 3D animation and Computer Graphic.

This show's given lot of thoughts, don't judge before you watch it. It's awesome! (Here's a bit about 3D boarding. I suggest you to right click --> new tab to see pictures.)

Back to School

Today, I found myself sitting in SMA Negeri 2 Bandung's chair, listening intently to long explanation about alkali metal salts and hydrocarbon. This felt weird, of course. I have been stated to be an alumni since a month ago, but somehow I got the honor to get a private lesson in chemical lab. 2 hours passed like few minutes that way... I thought such situation was improbable, hahahah ^^;

Before anyone can ask, here are what just happened:
In the morning, I canceled watching movie with my friends due upcoming test on 16th. You expect me to study at home, don't you? Well I did my best but failed miserably. The problems I tried to solve were really hard and no one at home can help (not even the internet!)... I felt reaaally frustrated... "Canceled to hang out with friends for nothing? I wouldn't let that happen!"...So there, I went back to school without making any appointment. It was miracle; a teacher offered help in busy day like that. THANK YOU! She even lend me this book...

What I learned today (read for your own risk :p)
> acetylene and propene (propylene) have triple bond, not double! (doh)
> solid NaCl doesn't conduct electricity because solid alkali metal, Al and Mn salts don't form ion...
That's why in electrolysis, water get reduced instead of the metal.
> Basic substances are most likely to form precipitate.
On the other hand, acid substances are easily soluble.
> Zn has full electron in d, so it is more harder to get reacted.
For the same reason, its oxidation number is only 2+.
The 10 electrons won't budge no matter what =_=
Zn don't react with NH_3, but react with KOH. Al react with both, form a precipitate, then the precipitate would dissolves when excess basic substance is added.
> ethyl acetate IS ester but hardly soluble in water.
It has weak bond between the C₂H₅ and O.
> saturated fat has no double bond. To get saturated fat, react fatty acid component with H₂. A double bond will be dissolved by (1) H₂.
> About the precipitate color...
it would be hard to memorize it without doing experiments.
Most precipitates (basic substances and salts) are white.
List of the exceptional:
Fe(OH)₃: brown (it is a rust, geez...)
FeS: black
Fe(CN): yellow
FeCl₃: light yellow
CuSO₄: blue
NiSO₄: green
KMnO₄: orange
PbI₂: yellow
components:
I: yellow
Ba: green
CN: orange
Cr: orange
[edit: scribd(dot)com/doc/36896579/Cation]

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Alright, I'm done with chemistry in this post. Hurraaay!
To make this post lighten, I will announce something (not so) important.
My brother and I are working on comic strips about our daily life. It will be updated weekly. If you are interested you can check it out riiiight here.
He does the writing and I do the drawing (*gasp* I'm selling my soul to the devil!). It's quite a work but I hope it can amuse you :3

To the Open Seas!

"Dream comes true. It's just a matter of hard work..."

S-sou desu ka?
If he said so, I am on board then.
Reset the 30 days countdown~! Go, go!

Please Let Me Soar

Ya Allah, berikanlah kemudahan dalam ujian ini... izinkanlah hambamu ini menuntut ilmu yang tinggi. Biarkan ia terbang jauh dan membawa perubahan saat ia kembali.

Ijazah 85, go!

*e? imageshack's down?*