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Last post about OOO...

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The Finale is Near

This post contains my rambling about watching OOO. I just have the urge to write something after I saw episode 46. 2 more episodes and it'll be done... Sometimes I wonder whether this franchise is really a kid show.

(There's no blatant spoiler.)
Tell me again, why did I start writing this?

On a Whim Post

 This is a raw sketch of Andita's character, Rambo. I'm quite proud of it.

Hello~ a beautiful day isn't it?
Today morning I tried to use keyhole TV, a program that allow you to see japanese broadcasts... live! Ignoring how bad the connection is, I think it's quite nifty. You can watch TV or listen to radio without any charge.

I don't understand Japanese, but my curiousity won. When I saw lot of channels to watch, I can't hold my self to jump through it, ahahaha. You know what's funny? The first time I tested this TV was 4.30, but because there's a problem with the computer, I stopped and tried to maintain it until 6. When I returned to the TV... tadaaah~ It's the latest episode of kamen rider ozu.
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I was surprised. I was really surprised. In similiar situation, most people would think "What a coincidence!" But it wasn't like that in my case. It was "EH? Today IS Sunday?" and then I ran to see a callendar. I am sho~ stoopiiid, losing track of what day it is. It's finally 26th, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

(Is this long enough?)

-unusual-

Hi there~!
I haven't recovered from the smiling syndrome. Haha... no one tell me to stop smiling, but it makes me feel weirder and weirder. So now I'm keeping my face straight to keep my sanity in check. But still, my mind is so~ messed up, now I get excited over... pretty much every single thing. Scratch that, I meant everything but study for upcoming examination week. Why did this phenomenon happened just before the exam?

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Yesterday was fun. there was this fitting hour for nhk's blazer and people gathered to wait for their turn.While waiting, we talked various things for a while, from advertisements to psp poster. Hehe... The conversations were so-so, but I felt warm inside for God knows why...

Oh yeah, I noticed this...
There are many ways to make people feel appreciated. But for numerous people... small pointing-out comment with right words is better than direct compliments.
Ice cream anyone? =)

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Hey... after episodes of KR Ozu, I got curious in people who play the characters so I give a little search about them. They are all... interesting (Shu's adorkable! I don't mind being his fangirl*?*) and today I found a somehow-disturbing pic.
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#Mood: highly amused
#Things to do: study, drawing req
#Listening to: arashi - mada minu sekai e (radio rip)
#Watching: yankee-kun to megane-chan
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Bad Timing

Isi post ini adalah dilemma, tak usah lah kau hiraukan anak ni...

AAAAAAAUUUGHHH KESEEEL PISAAAAN
Ahem. Pembaca, saya lagi kesel sama diri saya sendiri. Sebenernya penyebabnya gak penting juga... dan saya tidak mau menjelaskan *lah ngapain nulis dong?* Begini, kalau anda kenal saya, pasti taulah kalau saya orangnya moody. Itu memang sudah biasa TAPI KALI INI KETERLALUAN.

Sejak beberapa minggu yang lalu saya bersikap apatis. Pasti orang-orang di sekitar saya juga nyadar: kalau dicurhatin cuma angguk-angguk, ngasih pendapat seadanya, matter-of-factly, berlidah tajam, selalu ngeliat jendela, dan lain-lain gak usah disebutin (maaf ya kawan-kawan ;_;). Alibinya sih stress-karena-tugas tapi sebenarnya bukan juga. Saya hanya... bosan.
Bosan... itu saja.
Oh riiliiii? Orang bosen biasanya lebih banyak meratiin lingkungannya kaleee *tengok 'tetangga'-yang-suka-meratiin-semut*. Jadi saya ini kenapa? Apa mungkin saya gagal cari motivasi untuk melakukan apapun? *jambak rambut* Ternyata kesel juga kalau antusiasme ilang tapi gak tau kenapa.

Eh hari jumat kemaren aku pulang bareng salma lagi setelah sekian lama~ setelah tragedi psikis yang terjadi pada teman sebangku, aku dapet kesan kalau salma agak segan ngobrol sama aku. Definitely not her fault, aku masih terkesan marah gara-gara kena komentar pedes yang lalu. Ei... sebenernya aku gak marah noh, waktu dikomentarin aja aku gak nyadar kalau isinya memojokan. Aku cuma masih dalam mood seperti yang diceritakan di paragraf atas. Jadi di perjalanan, salma nyoba beberapa kali buka obrolan tapi aku malah jadi oneliner. Ohoho, bodoh betul... suasananya jadi gak enak sis. Setelah lewat rumkit Hasan Sadikin, pembicaraan bener-bener terhenti. Siii~ing. sungguh sunyi untuk angkot yang sesak penumpang.

Karena gak tahan sama suasana yang penuh kegalauan, akhirnya aku nyoba ngajak salma beli es krim... dimulai dengan senyuman manis anak panda. TADA~!
...it worked miraculously. Wow aku gak nyangka suasana bisa mencair secepet itu. Scene terakhir tanda cerita tamat: kami makan eskrim sambil berjalan menuju matahari mengobrol seperti sedia kala.

Tarik kesimpulan... I wonder whether myself was the reason for people to lose their enthusiasm. Maybe things around me appeared to be dull because I thought it was boring. And then I'm tired of the world because I thought it was 'no fun'? Make sense. People said it's more "believing is seeing" than "seeing is believing".

Yaaay jadi solusi masalah saya adalah mengubah perspektif~
Jadi post ini berakhir bahagia?
BELUUUM! Malah tambah runyam karena sekarang saya pengen melakukan banyak hal! Minggu kesempatan belajar buat Ujian Kenaikan Kelas *istilahnya ganti ya?* malah teralihkan sama yang lain-lain.

Contoh, hari ini :
Pertamanya liat selembaran monbukagakusho -> jadi semangat nyari beasiswa = buka komputer -> malah jadi buka forum, tumblr -> niat ngestalk orang -> apes, blognya basa jepang -> niat belajar basa jepang semakin menggebu -> belajar basa jepang dikit, tapi butuh contoh kalimat -> entah kenapa jadi nonton kamen rider -> jadi pengen ngegambar -> ngegambar bentar -> ngeliat jam. WIDIW udah malem -> menyesal, malah buka blogger -> menulis di sini, membuang waktu.

Ya sudahlah... komputer itu berbahaya. Besok gak bakal buka, makanya hari ini puas-puasin. Sadar hoi fisikamu amburadul!
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# Mood: EXCITED
# Things to do: study
# Playing: school books XD
# Watching: *point* (pic: taken from the red bird's blog)

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