Now Shush

New semester has just begun...
and I already feel the need to vent out this pesky frustration.

People said being the last child in the family is a blessing 
Your parents love you, you get spoiled every here and now.
It must be nice having sisters and brothers ready to back you up.
You don't have a responsibility towards the younger ones.
Yeah yeah that's that in a good day.
Have you ever consider the other side of this coin?

Your family always treat you like a kid.
They did this and that, so your story in gathering is no longer interesting.
You have no power in discussion, kid.You are always wrong and inexperienced.
Then, when things do go wrong, everyone will assume you have something to do with it.
Apparently, you are the lesser of all family members. They are free to shout your name from the other side of the house to do chores.
No matter what are you doing, you have to respond to that calling somehow.
Guest arrived? You can act as a foil in front of friends.
Haha right.
And then they ask you why you can't be more confident in general.


"Have you ever go to (highway) rest area, anyway?"
Hahahahahhaha where do you think I was every homecoming, trapped in car?
I also spent multitude hours resear-
"No, I'm serious."
Oh no, you don't.
"Rest area is not only consisted of rest room and petrol station-"
... am I that incompetent in your eyes?
where the heck is the saying 'everybody has their own strength?'
regard me as an individual, can you not?!