Fading Away

Today, one of my old friend greeted me on Facebook.
He wrote "Hi", I replied "Hello", then "Long time no see" replied "Yeah indeed"
Then the simple exchange turned into conversation.
Current life, his contract and dream, our friends, their conditions. Yada yada...
and then there's me... struggling to remember the dear friend across computer.

Oh wait, no.
Those written names seem like some faint whispers too.
I know I knew them. I know they were part of my life.
But it feels like that life has ended long time ago.
So far away, surrounded by blinding fog.
Their life is like different timeline alongside of mine.
All of them are happily in contact... and then there's me,
sailing in other stream to unknown spring. 

I just realized.
Those outside Abnopet didn't crossed my path.
Those people outside cannot cross my path.
It is not their fault I am cast like this.
It is the consequences of making important choice.
"School outside the town, say bye to your friends!"
Yeah, bye. 
...I hope my high school life will not fade away as quickly.
(fat chance, barely have presence in there.)