Disturbing Thought

Something's bothering me for a while.

My school organized the monthly swimming exercise yesterday...
For unknown reason it's always Tuesday, coincides with SSC's class.
I've skipped swimming the month before, so I thought it would be wise if I go swimming this time.
...
But it required no swimming
Our teacher told us to jump from a very high place instead.
It's kind of scary, she gave us score according to which place we jumped from.
The highest place is about 4 story building from top to the pool.

Many students hesitated to jump and gave their friends chance to go ahead.
They cheered, they shouted...
giving courage to the one who cast worried looks the most.
After a while, they let them self fall and brought an unsettling sound to the air.
It seems painful when they hit the water. Oh discouragement.

"Are you going to jump from the top?"
"No, maybe from that one?"
"Oh... I thought you don't fear the height."
"I do, whenever I see the pool from above,
it seems like I'm trying to get myself killed."
"In a sense of doing suicide?"
"Yes."

So I jumped from the highest place...
Out of curiosity, I'd say.
...Hmmmmmm
"It's not that scary.
It's not even painful."

I keep thinking scary stuff after that.
A slap at the face would be very nice.
...
hahaha ^^;
I'M SORRY OKAY
let's change the subject.

Lately I've taken a liking to read shoujo manga.
When I said this, few of my friends went:
"Why so sudden?!"
Is it really surprising?
I guess I'm not girly enough in some point of views...
...Impossible =_=

If you have time, please read Atsui Hibi by Yuki Midorikawa.
It's fun to read and beautiful, I say... it has nothing to do with being biased.
(If you don't know her, she is the author of Natsume Yuujinchou.
I think her one shots have more impact than the longer ones...)


See you later☆