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Dagnabbit

/self-centered post

Heh. My mood is officially ruined today.
I found out that taking remedial test is useless...
for me at least. Everyone got higher score than me.
Maybe I didn't study enough.
Maybe I had a terrible luck.
OR maybe I am just plain stupid.
Hurray.
Bad conclusion that would lead me to living hell.
No, I don't want to be someone useless in the future.
Thank you very much, I will study harder to secure my dream.

Today...
after class' over, I went to curriculum room.
I didn't go to school weeks ago,
so I have to take my second physics test alone.
In my way to meet Mr. Asep, I met Andya briefly.
She looked rather cheerful... and suddenly she praised me.
"...you got 85 for physics~ isn't that great?"
Fate, are you mocking me?
"No way... I kept failing at every test"
"Really? I don't know then"
I'm grateful for your kindness, Sis.
"bye~ see you later!"
see ya

When Mr. Asep gave me the paper,
I instantly recognized the type of the problems...
It was surprisingly easy, but unfortunately...
'A ship is floating in open seas.'
it's not the test I supposed to take.
"Sir, you gave me the wrong paper."
"Oh? Which test do you have to take?"
"The one about sound and light waves."
After a while, he gave me a new printed paper.

Hissss

"Put your paper on my table, okay?
If the door's locked, put it in the teacher's room"
"Are you going to somewhere, Sir?"
Then he smiled to me, nodding slightly.
"Got it," I returned the smile.
So he believes in me?
Fine. You can count on me, I will not cheat, Sir.

'four hundred times root of one point o two?'
pffft no memory, no calculator.
Just a little peek?
Suddenly knocking sound's heard.
...Okay. Maybe I'll remember the friggin number.

After answering a few questions, I realized the knocking sound didn't go away.
So it wasn't my imagination after all.
...It was kind of distracting so I raised my head to shut whoever it was.
But no one was there. No one went inside the room after--
WAIT A MINUTE.
I was ready to leave the room but I have few problems unsolved.
"Stop knocking the door please, My grade's already messed up and if I fail this one I'm sure I will bawl my eyes out!" (not translated literally but close)
...
then the sound stopped.
...
I don't know whether I was supposed to feel relieved or freaked out.
Maybe I should ask whatever it was to solve the problem instead.
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Why

dear blog of mine that would not complain,
i feel like not being myself lately...
hate to admit it but i'm tired of listening to people.
no, i have nothing against them but it takes me efforts to keep listening.
if they demand satisfying respond, why don't they talk to other people?
i am not good at socializing, they should have known better.
at this point i would choose "do not care" at every little chit-chat.
but it will bother me a lot if i try to neglect my friends.

-unrelated-
welp, i found this when surfing through tumblr. those 4 people ^^
...when i magically learn japanese, please remind me to watch delicious gakuin eps 7 to end.
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Just Passing By

A Tumblr reblog pic spam about Atlus. WHAT IS AIR