when I was young, I always imagined my life would be like my siblings right now: be an engineer, have a day work, buddy-buddy with friends, going home to personal life, have enough time for hobby and games.
I didn't expect the "do your 200% or you amount nothing" line of works. The norm of overtime or bring your work home kind of fazed me.... and people of my league is probably thinking: meh. You are so weak.
When I was at Jababeka I saw people live happily with being simple. seven to five work at factory and then going home. dinner with friends, watching dramas till 1 am. have some weekends, you did great job, congratulation.
I wonder how could that be... we live under the same sky, yet we are of different world, it seemed.
It probably does not fair, compare things when you don't know much about these other people. I don't know their pain. Maybe I should just keep my eye on my own path till I reach some crossroads... If there is crossroads. Might as well pick less of two evils in form of alienating yourself.
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Minggu, 24 Mei 2015
"I don't know what's going to happen here, I'll do all I can do to make it work but whatever happens I will be fine." -on emotional security and anxiety
Hello, How are you?
Senin, 30 Maret 2015 Rambling
Dear INFJs...
I hope you're okay and happy... See, I'm not doing well in here, but knowing you... you always get more burned than I am at these time. Haha. You must be very busy lately... what's with academic stuff and chain of events... I am too, but I learned to say "No" to many things this semester... hope you can do the same, stop sacrificing yourself for the other's happiness.
Just so you know, when you're in pain, people who genuinely care for you are also in pain. It is not a pleasant experience, especially when they do not know what it is bothering you. So... if you have problems, please do not hesitate to tell. Even if they can do nothing about it, they will be glad to be able to lend some ears.
In reality, we can only keep asking "hello how are you?"
friends are troublesome isn't it?
I hope you're okay and happy... See, I'm not doing well in here, but knowing you... you always get more burned than I am at these time. Haha. You must be very busy lately... what's with academic stuff and chain of events... I am too, but I learned to say "No" to many things this semester... hope you can do the same, stop sacrificing yourself for the other's happiness.
Just so you know, when you're in pain, people who genuinely care for you are also in pain. It is not a pleasant experience, especially when they do not know what it is bothering you. So... if you have problems, please do not hesitate to tell. Even if they can do nothing about it, they will be glad to be able to lend some ears.
In reality, we can only keep asking "hello how are you?"
friends are troublesome isn't it?
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