Dear INFJs...
I hope you're okay and happy... See, I'm not doing well in here, but knowing you... you always get more burned than I am at these time. Haha. You must be very busy lately... what's with academic stuff and chain of events... I am too, but I learned to say "No" to many things this semester... hope you can do the same, stop sacrificing yourself for the other's happiness.
Just so you know, when you're in pain, people who genuinely care for you are also in pain. It is not a pleasant experience, especially when they do not know what it is bothering you. So... if you have problems, please do not hesitate to tell. Even if they can do nothing about it, they will be glad to be able to lend some ears.
In reality, we can only keep asking "hello how are you?"
friends are troublesome isn't it?
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Twister
Minggu, 21 Desember 2014
Uhh... hi, hello, one semester has passed since the last time I wrote journal in here hahaha. I'm sorry, long time no write!
My life had been a twister lately. It's spiraling down, it's spiraling up, I don't know what's good or what's bad anymore. One moment I'm laughing out loud, one moment I'm crying with my hand figuratively bleeding. No more routine, no more scheduled activity. Shots were fired but every single things missed it's target; very confusing, really. I think I'm going insane if this kind of things persisted after holiday. The up and down's too much for me to take.
Sooo what happened in this semester?
Honestly, I forget most of flag events... but... on the top of my head:
-Field study three times a month, turning in studio assignments two times a week.... lot of revisions and then, there were also studio jury. Whee~ weekend's a myth~!
-G-14 inauguration...
I was asked to adopt a junior sister and somehow became buddy-buddy with her friends also... everyone joined KOMI-G now yaaay (it was sub unit of my himpunan, hobby based unit, a unit of comic enthusiasts.)
-Inktober and sudden flame of writing prose.
Thanks to Abdur and Syifa, we have book writing project called MUSA Menulis... unfortunately, the project was not sailing quite smoothly because of academic matters. I even haven't hand the first draft in =w= But Abdur's such a cool guy, he published his book, made a launching event in mid of final week. Whoa...
-joining a community outside of ITB...
What? This is considered out of character, you see. My friends who has same personality type would never try to pull this stunt off. Everything is different, outside the comfort zone... but who cares, we need to take scary opportunities sometimes.
-bed ridden in mid semester for three days
In need to catch up with studio mates, my lecturer set up an assistance in her office, Wednesday morning. I skipped class in order to meet her... waited 2 hours in her office, watching her talking with business men... Then she whisked me to this small empty meeting room... Waiting awkwardly in there for another 2 hour, only to be informed by her subordinates: "She already left to Jakarta", subtext: "I am sorry, she had forgotten about you." asdfghjkl
-did the devil whisper.
In mid of studio blues, my friend and I engaged in a talk of changing lane outside of architecture. The next day... my friend didn't come to school because of stress reaction... and the next day... and the next day and another day... counting for a week. I'm going to believe the saying "if there were a type who can talk you to slit your throat, it was INFP." scary....
-Another comic project
Kept bothering upperclassman to hold workshop for KOMI-G... and then suddenly... whala~! Azisa Noor became our adviser! We have this mini comic compilation project due next semester. See if we can brought Chris lie someday, somehow :v
-plotting and rendering image war
In need of high end laptop to do these heavy studio assignments. Nuff said... this war isn't fair for the poor.
My life had been a twister lately. It's spiraling down, it's spiraling up, I don't know what's good or what's bad anymore. One moment I'm laughing out loud, one moment I'm crying with my hand figuratively bleeding. No more routine, no more scheduled activity. Shots were fired but every single things missed it's target; very confusing, really. I think I'm going insane if this kind of things persisted after holiday. The up and down's too much for me to take.
Sooo what happened in this semester?
Honestly, I forget most of flag events... but... on the top of my head:
-Field study three times a month, turning in studio assignments two times a week.... lot of revisions and then, there were also studio jury. Whee~ weekend's a myth~!
-G-14 inauguration...
I was asked to adopt a junior sister and somehow became buddy-buddy with her friends also... everyone joined KOMI-G now yaaay (it was sub unit of my himpunan, hobby based unit, a unit of comic enthusiasts.)
-Inktober and sudden flame of writing prose.
Thanks to Abdur and Syifa, we have book writing project called MUSA Menulis... unfortunately, the project was not sailing quite smoothly because of academic matters. I even haven't hand the first draft in =w= But Abdur's such a cool guy, he published his book, made a launching event in mid of final week. Whoa...
-joining a community outside of ITB...
What? This is considered out of character, you see. My friends who has same personality type would never try to pull this stunt off. Everything is different, outside the comfort zone... but who cares, we need to take scary opportunities sometimes.
-bed ridden in mid semester for three days
In need to catch up with studio mates, my lecturer set up an assistance in her office, Wednesday morning. I skipped class in order to meet her... waited 2 hours in her office, watching her talking with business men... Then she whisked me to this small empty meeting room... Waiting awkwardly in there for another 2 hour, only to be informed by her subordinates: "She already left to Jakarta", subtext: "I am sorry, she had forgotten about you." asdfghjkl
-did the devil whisper.
In mid of studio blues, my friend and I engaged in a talk of changing lane outside of architecture. The next day... my friend didn't come to school because of stress reaction... and the next day... and the next day and another day... counting for a week. I'm going to believe the saying "if there were a type who can talk you to slit your throat, it was INFP." scary....
-Another comic project
Kept bothering upperclassman to hold workshop for KOMI-G... and then suddenly... whala~! Azisa Noor became our adviser! We have this mini comic compilation project due next semester. See if we can brought Chris lie someday, somehow :v
-plotting and rendering image war
In need of high end laptop to do these heavy studio assignments. Nuff said... this war isn't fair for the poor.
Kesal
Rabu, 17 September 2014
Saya sih orangnya nerima-nerima aja... mau ide absurd kek, mau omongan random kek, mau alasan ngarang kek, mau perintah keras kek. Selama gak merugikan orang lain ya gapapa lah... saya diem aja. Tapi yah, tolong... kalau saya mulai bicara, dengarkan. Saya bicara bukan karena sok tahu atau sekedar cari muka. Saya bicara karena merasa ada yang janggal atau ada alternatif yang lebih baik. Kalaupun gak setuju biarkan perkataan saya lewat telinga anda. Jangan dipotong atau langsung dibantah, lah. Coba kalau tadi saya gak ambil tindakan sendiri. Kita bakal kena semprot Bu Lily, tauk!
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